Sunday, July 31, 2011

Independence Day

It's been a delightful July for Nate and I.  We started it off with an exciting trip up to the northern country. We went up to Logan with my side of the family.  We had a blast at the Freedom Fire celebration up at Utah State.  Diamond Rio played a delicious treat for our ears, and my mom and I embarrassed all those who knew us by standing up and dancing to the music.  It was worth it though because the camera noticed us and we got on the big screen (and I fulfilled my lifelong dream of kissing my sweetheart on camera.  It was an EPIC kiss I must say, but the kids were all grossed out).  After a wonderful closing song by Diamond Rio, the lights went off in the stadium and we all prepared ourselves for the fireworks.  It was quite a show, and made ten times better by the fact that I was there with Nate.  Everything is better when he is around :)

We had fun in Logan staying at my Aunt Christine's house, and we even squeezed in a trip to the penny candy store (the Island Market for those of you who know Logan) and grabbed a bag of my childhood to go.  Then we were on our way up to Hailey, ID to visit my mom's other sister, Angie, and her family (it was a miracle that Nate was able to find a sub for two days of work, or else we wouldn't have been able to go).  Haily is the perfect place to go to relax (you may know this if you've ever enjoyed a trip up to the ski resort in Sun Valley), especially at my Aunt's house.  We lounged around, eating watermelon, riding for-wheelers, roasting marshmallows, and going for evening walks.  My Aunt had a couple of extra tickets to the Allison Krauss concert, so they invited Nate and I to go with them.  This concert plus the one the night before doubled the number of concerts Nate had been to, and all in one weekend.  We had a lot of fun though, and I managed to read an entire chapter of O-chem (I know, boring!) as I layed on a blanket on the grass and soaked up the beautiful music.  It was fun to be there with my aunt and uncle and my grandma. 

Kylie (my sister) and I did have a little run in with the bugs in Haily, though.  I  got one in my eye when we were for-wheeling, and she got bit by one around her eye.  My eyes were all red, but hers were SWOLLEN.  We all stifled back laughs as our little Kylie looked like an adorable little Asian (her eyes were like slits).  It was miserable for her, but we all thought she was cute and doted on her.

The next day was Sunday, and Nate and I got up early and made it to the church that was meeting an entire town away (this would've been unusual in Utah lol).  There meeting was wonderful :) We got back just in time for the family feast they had prepared for breakfast, and oh that was some breakfast.  I haven't eaten a breakfast like that since Christmas morning (my dad always whips up something tasty for Christmas breakfast).  Nate and I were blessed to eat like royalty that weekend (or at least it seemed like that to us because we usually eat like poor college students).

Later that afternoon we headed up to Idaho Falls where my dad's parents live.  I was beginning to desperately miss Idaho Falls, not having been there for a few years.  It was like a dream to be there again with family I hadn't seen in years, and the same food, smells, and rooms that I has grown up in.  It was even better to be there with Nate, who was visiting for the first time, and introduce him to all that I loved.  He fell in love with my grandparents giant trampoline, and spent hours entertaining the kids on it. 

Then came the 4th, which is probably the second best day of the entire year (after Christmas).  I learned how to make Cinnamon Rolls (my grandma is a master chef and teaches me all her tricks), which Nate was excited about because they happen to be his favorite treat.  We helped my grandma with a few other fixings for the family BBQ, and then relaxed until it was time to eat up.  And oh did I eat :) There was jello pie, jello salad, my grandma's strawberry cake, and I can't even remember what the main course was because I was too busy enjoying all my favorite desserts.  Oh, how I love good ol' Idaho.  If not for the family, then for the food :)

After the food began to settle in our tummies for a bit, we walked over to the river and picked out a spot to watch the firework show.  Idaho Falls has the best firework show in the west, or at least that's what they like to say.  I happen to agree, though.  They always have fun fireworks that I've never seen before, which is good because who wants to see the same exact fireworks every year?  This year was even better, though, and I bet you can guess why.  When I was little, the fourth was a time to be with all my cousins that I only got to see once a year, eat a lot of grandma's cooking, play till I was tired out, and then stare awestruck up at the fireworks as they lit the night sky.  This year, it was about a lot of those same things, but it was also about being able to share these memories and experiences with my best friend in the whole world.  As we watched the fireworks, Nate held me in his arms, and I couldn't help but feel eternally grateful for him.  It was a wonderful experience for me, and I hope for him too. 

The next day we packed up and headed back to Utah, but not before stopping by Reed's Dairy for some classic ice cream.  I got my usual, pink bubble gum.  Then it was back to work and back to our normal, hectic lives, but a little bit of Idaho stayed with us.  It was an Independence Day to remember. We felt so grateful for our God, our family, our country, and especially for each other :)

The rest of July has been fun.  Nate has enjoyed playing on the ward's Ultimate Frisbee team, which season just ended.  I have been called as the Sunday School teacher in our ward, which is guaranteed to be an exciting challenge for me.  I have enjoyed starting up my new nutrition blog.  I even designed my own business card for it, which I am super stoked about. 

What do you think? :)

The summer term is almost over now, and then we'll be off to Walla Walla for Shanie's wedding.  I'm so excited for her and Kyle :) Then Nate and I will be going to El Salvador for a belated honeymoon/mission reunion.  It's going to be fun to meet all of Nate's mission buddies and families that he taught.  We'll also get to be there for the temple dedication for the new El Salvador temple.  We are so excited for our brief two week holiday before we have to jump back into school in the Fall.

Overall, Nate and I have been super blessed.  Things have fallen into place for us, and the hand of the Lord has been in our lives always.  I'm realizing that the story books have it all wrong.  Fairy tales don't end when the princess and her prince fall in love and get married.  That is when they begin.  Nate and I are just at the beginning of our fairy tale, and I'm excited to see how the story plays out.  Hopefully there will be lots of ninos lol :)

-Kamie and Nate

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Life is NOT a burden!

Wow, sometimes we all need a wake-up call, but me especially for the past few...maybe years lol. What is it that I so desperately needed to understand? Well, it's simple really...LIFE IS NOT A BURDEN! You would think a girl like me with piles of blessings on every side of her would have realized this by now, but apparently not. After all, it's hard to see all the blessings when you hold the two or three things that are going wrong in your life directly in front of your eyes so that they are all you can see. Step back, take a look around you, count your blessings, write them down, and you will soon see that LIFE IS WONDERFUL! This is an excellent cure! But what is the source of the problem?

For me, one of the easiest ways I fall into the trap of "burdendom" is by viewing my life through the lens called "I HAVE to be perfect." Man, no wonder I get exhausted when I try to live like this, since being perfect is impossible! Seriously, I need a new perspective. I've come to realize that our motivation for doing things is just as important as the result of our actions, if not more important. So why do I really get up every morning and do the things I do everyday? To be honest, for a majority of my life my motivation has been either because I know it is right, or because I feel like I have to. Though those aren't the most terrible reasons, I can think of much better ones.

The best reason for living my life the way I do should be because I love the Lord. I do love the Lord very much, but when I get so caught up in doing all the little things perfectly, it is easy to get discouraged and then forget about the role of the Savior in my life. I don't believe this is the way the Lord wants us to live. After all, we "are that we may have joy" (2 Nephi 2: 25). So what is a better approach? How about waking up every morning, looking in the mirror, and saying, "Today I am not going to do anything because I have to, but I will do it because I love the Lord." Then, when you come to a point when you have to make a decision, it becomes a joy rather than a burden. For example, should I continue school or drop out? Well, usually I would think that I can't quit school because I HAVE to graduate and get a degree. However, if I'm living my life the Lord's way because I love Him, I instead think that I should finish school because I know it's what the Lord wants me to do, and I have faith that He knows what is best. Then everyday in class, doing homework, or taking exams, I can think about the Lord and find joy in doing His will. Wow! I just turned a burden into an uplifting faithful experience.

Obviously this change of perspective is important because it can greatly increase our happiness in this life, and maybe even in the life to come. Another reason I think it is so important is that it will make a difference in the legacy we leave behind us. Our motivation is the mortar that holds together the bricks of the legacy we are building everyday of our lives. People watching us can tell why we do what we do. We are a much better example for others when we live our lives out of love. Others can tell when the smile on our lips is sincere, and they can tell when we are serving them because we truly love them and the Lord. Not that what others think of us is super important, but if we want to make any sort of difference that matters in this world, we have to have the right motivation. Otherwise, be leave a behind a taint that nearly ruins anything we may have accomplished, and our building of legacy may end up toppling over.

I know most of you who are reading this probably already understood everything I've written about so far, but for the few out there like me who struggle with perfectionism and "burdendom," I hope what I have discovered is helpful to you.

-Kamie and Nate